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Well I got my exam results back, i got an A in me resit! Get in! And a *cough* D in my American politics...so yes that will be me resitting it.
I cant believe it, ive found out that my philos and G&P exams are on the same day...oh...yippy...

ERM...I should be doing my work right now but to be honest i dont want to :P

oooh and i finaly got to see him...the one and only...
JARVIS COCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The only dissapoint being that he didnt do my favorite song on the album...Nor did he do Common People. But Its Jarvis, he was funny and amaizing. I don't care that he missed out those two great songs.
He is the icon i imagined.

Luvs
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And by the way, I'm here and I'm me. Who are you? And if failing to tell me, at least let me know why you wont tell me.

Last exam today, there thats it...i can wash my hands of American politics...unless of cause i have to *touch wood* retake in June... Hopefully not.

Im abit was, kinda pissed off i could go to see 'on the last day' tonight i realy wanted to, but no one is reali into that music, sadly, and those that are i couldnt ask/were busy.

Im realy glad exams are over, but now i have to throw myself back into regular work, and flipping course-work, which just seems to want to keep going on, is there any particular reason why teachers don't want to lay off around exam time?

Its been abit odd lately, college is ok i guess. But i'm looking around me now, and concidering who my true friends realy are, to be honest i can only name a few...is that wrong of me? Or has paranoia finaly set in...moreso??

Oh by the way, I bum Little Man Tate...Get into them...It is Advised by I.

Hey sorry its taken me so long to update this, ive been busy...well...
I have had one politics exams, and i am sitting my USA Politics in a week, i dont feel overly confident about it to be honest, but chin up and that.

Im afraid theres little to say. Loves you all
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Over the last year I've learned alot, about relationships, work and friends.
I've learned about love, hate and more importantly betrayal.

Tell me this, if you put your heart and trust into a relationship do you not deserve a tiny bit of gratitude? Or do you deserve to get ignored, and ditched. Ive had enough of been pushed around. Ive been pushed around for years, but it will be a Kerrang Award for Girls Aloud when i allow someone who I call friend use me again.

Then theres friends, of whome i adore. But neglect me at one of the times i need to speak to them.

But no matter how annoyed at some people i am, im still studpid enough to love all my friends. And it's hurting me to see some of them as upset as they are. I dont know which of my friends-if any- read this, but to those of you of whome are upset...Keep your chin up, i'm here for you, all of you...even those that have hurt me lately....Things will get better. And I love you all.

Scott-I miss you very much, and i adore you. You always have me, you know where i am if you need me.

Arron-I wish you'd drop me a text, sorry for the mean myspace comments. I'm not such a grate friend myself.

Loves
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For crying out loud you know that i love you.

Meatloaf, Bat out Of Hell...good album.

Ooooh i feel crap tonight.

Fatness governs.

Stupid.

You know when you just feel...bad?

Im back at college tomorrow!! Being a VIP!!
Therefor i get to help the first years settle in, and in the process i'll make a complete ass of myself :P
And I thought Id update you on other areas of my life.
To start with i PASSED MY A/S!
I got 1A, 2B's and a D in Politics. Concidering i thought i was going to fail my politics I'm so proud :D
I also went to LLandudno with Mr. X, which was realy nice. Even though it rained the majority of the time we were there!!!!
Also My friend K threw me a small Birthday party, but the sods at work made me come in at 7AM the next morning...so i had to leave early....And go to work with a slight hangover :P

Last week I saw Silent call who were amaizing as were both acts that were playing, The scare, and Blind Pilot. Oooh I also wet to the V FESTIVAL....AND SAW PAUL WELLER!! And Morrisey, and The feeling...and Rsazorlight, Dandy Wahols!! It was ace...It was the only time i could stsnd up for 10 hours in the pouring rain and still be over joyed. :P
Sorry, I'm band bragging...but wouldnt anyone whod seen PAUL WELLER!
I'm now saving money to see Jarvis in London, as i know he'll never play near me!! :'(

If you get chance listen to a cool band called 'The Boy Least Likely to' Im In luv with their music at the moment.

Anyway, Goodluck to all student starting new schools and colleges. Good luck and be yourselves!
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Ps
Last Post i got a interesting message left for me, am i allowed to know whome you are?? Or at least a clue?

Just listening to a song, Ive not heard in about 8 months. Its bringing back memories. lol. Its weird, the album was lost months ago, but its suddenly reapeared. And with it appears a luv for the band i had forgoten. I forgot how good this album was, isn't it funny how these things just re-surface?

Well tommorow Im off to Llandudno, Away with Mr X, Its our 6th month as a couple on Friday...Thats half a year. And like 3.5 years to a dog.
Hopefully the weather will be nice....What a British thing to say!?

I know I hav't written in a while. I am currently holding down a job at the local shop...It's so rewarding to do something i loath for no money...Im realy helping the kids....by stacking booze...and choclate...and fags!! Whhoooottt!
But hey, It's money, I wont say no to money...who will (not in the dodgy sence of course)!!

Anyway I'll be back in a few days.
Luv you all.
Please...comment away
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Im Happy.
So Happy.
It was the last day of college :)
Mr X took me for a meal to cellebrate our 5th month aniversary.
I cant believe it, no boy has ever done that for me befor..

Im just so happy, i know not everything is perfect, i know i have my problems, and cause other problems.
But Im so happy.

I dont know why, i dont know whos going to read this, or comment on it, i dont know if someone is going to be upset or offended by it. I dont even know why someone is reading this.

To whome it may concern, IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY! AND I WILL SHOUT IT GLADLY.

Sure i may feel sad tommorow.
But right now, at this very moment,
I'm The Happiest I've Ever Been.
Thankyou
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Im back at college, just finished all my exams, on tuesday i went from one exam to the other in 5 minutes both exams were 3 hours....so basicaly 6 straght hours....:(
Im so tired and headachy today.

So heres a bunny to make me smile.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

http://www.poqbum.com/LlamaSong/

Oh! Check my new hat!!
It is thee sex!
I luv it! Whoooot!

The English was ok, but our question had no actual dialogue in it....And considering the paper was about changing language i found it sorta hard...

Well, I have my English A/S on Tuesday, realy not looking forward to it.... But I'm doing my best.
Not much hapening, thought I'd update for the sake of it.
Just incase Aran is reading, I'm missing you very much and with hope I'll get to see you soon. Erm...well the interseting news is next time I'm in college I'll be doing my A2's and I'll be a second year!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway.
Luv
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Next week I start my Exams, hoorah, first up it's English, so i get to revise lots of poetry and books. I cant wait!
Life is interesting.
:)

Oh...whome did i see last Wednesday?? Oh...ge...let me think...oh yeah...now I remmeber...
THE KAISER CHIEFS!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh they kicked ass!!! Ricky Wilson was looked like he was off his head by the end!!!!!
Oh it was gd! Though at the end he was obbsesivly making the audience do the Mexican wave!!!


Anyway, here is a formal appology to Arran, sorry i did not ring on Wednesday, as you can see was unavailable...watching the hotness that is the kaisers....did i mention GRAHAM COXON WAS THE SUPPORT ACT!!!???
Anyway I shall try to call or txt you in the week, so that we may disscuss Desperet Housewives...Briees alchol addiction is becoming a problem, no? Ps...wasn't the pink she was wearing hotness!?

Anyway, by Thursday i would have finished my art exam, and no more art....as a subject...It's the end of an era!! *sobs*

You have no idea how much I want to give up right now.
I mean in the work type area.
Help me.

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I am aware that i have not updated in a while...but i thought I'd let you know... I SAW PLACEBO!!!!!!!! And they was good!!!!!!!!!!! Oh and I'm stressing about work, feeling very worried, as I've done none. And It's A/S soon....Whoot...not. Oh And It's all good with Mr X, 2 months on friday, en already He has met one of my best friends, and my parents...

Check my heart and smile,
Im only here for the while.
Hand me a sword,
And give me cure,
I can't finshish the job myself

But i would like to help.
Can they let me go?
Now is the time for me to know,
How will the sun set,
On this day of death?

If we walk across the frozen lake,
Will you stand in my wake,
Do you know that i would wait?
I'm holing on to this time,
Avoiding the never ending change...

I'm not sure that I'm the same.